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Monday, May 30, 2011Y

有多久不写日志了？

一开始不写，是不想说，不想写，不想跟别人透露自己的心事。

后来不写，是累了，是习惯了，是真的明白了：

不要一遍一遍的把你的伤口坦露给别人看。

别人看了，最多同情一下，安慰两声，然后转身就笑了。

而你，却一直在拿自己的伤口折磨着自己。

p.s. my angel touches me ytd..

i wish her all the best in everything too..

dear lets work hard tgt k..

lovelove u n godsonny!

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Friday, May 06, 2011Y

tonite i didnt had any dinner!

and it feel oh sooo weird..

==

well time flies..is may now..

and one month ago everthing had come to a halt?

since jan/feb everything was so clear then..

everything seems to link

thr were positive signs everywhr

but now

all things start to fade

signs stop showing too

and so i just chuck it aside..

cuz im afraid

cuz of 'fairytale' i get to explore that country for reality

but frankly speaking..i dont like it

anw

i had left my trip to look forward to..

p.s. ytd, another positive sign appear agn..

it say

carry on..

总是突然间我们忽然明白了什么，过后却还是不明白；

总是突然间，听到一些震惊的消息，过后却变得很平静；

总是怀着激情，迎接一种新的到来，却快速地就成为了过去；

总是认为自己看透人与人的关系，到最后连自己也没有看透

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Friday, April 22, 2011Y

有时候，我会突然不自信；

有时候，我会拿不出勇气；

有时候，我会假装很快乐；

有时候，我也会任性；

我会为小小的事掉眼泪；

我也会为小小的事兴奋睡不着；

一直以来，我都觉得自己不够好，

我承认，我不算完美，

但是我很真。

p.s. 我可不可以停止假裝快樂..

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Thursday, April 21, 2011Y

沒有回应的等待，真的让人很累。。

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Tuesday, April 19, 2011Y

现在的我变得那么的多愁善感，

喜欢一个人静静的听着伤感音乐；

喜欢一个人坐在那里发呆不知道在想什么：

喜欢一个人在网上看一些伤感的文章。

真的找不到一点能让我开心的事，(hmm got la..got Fu lol)

这几年让我习惯了，习惯了一个人偷偷的流泪，

伤心的时候我学会了一个人独自承受，

在别人面前总是勉强的微笑着。

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Sunday, April 17, 2011Y

爱，是一种责任。我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的。

我不是不会对别人动心，而是因为已经有了你，没必要再对其她人动心。我不是不会爱上别人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你。能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便说放手。

遇到你已经足够，即使你不是最好的，但我只爱你！

p.s. too late..

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Wednesday, April 13, 2011Y

有时候, 很迷茫的去看前方, 明明知道那片海没有你在,

却还要固执的踏上火车去追逐那个有你不了解的爱,

害怕总是真实的存在,

精彩的孤单总是陪伴着我们

终究该明白, 不能再在原地徘徊,

不能再固执的守着不会回来的,

不能再挣扎着看着你的不精彩

p.s.

J was saying both of us very 苦命, but to me is not about 苦命

is just that 我們不管再比別人多努力都不能像他們得到哪簡單的幸福

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Monday, April 11, 2011Y

今天想到甫有想哭還有不舍的感覺耶

不知道為甚麼會這樣

以前從來也不會這樣

不過最後想到末畫面我又傻笑了呵呵

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Saturday, April 09, 2011Y

明明在心里，明明很在乎，还要无所谓

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Tuesday, April 05, 2011Y

一个女孩失恋分手了哭着。

上帝出现了，上帝问她你为什么这么难过？

“他离开了我。”

“你还爱他吗？”

女孩重重地点头。

“那他还爱你吗？”

女孩想了想哭了。

上帝笑着说：“那么该哭的人是他，你只不过是失去了一个不爱你的人，而他失去的是一个深爱他的人。”

p.s.

讀完過後為甚麼我的心還是會痛

就算是像你要我做的去找比你更好的人

就算我找到了

我想我的心還是會為你痛下去。。

(事實上比你好的人容易找是像你這樣的

my soulmate, my best friend, my dearest..

我想我再也找不到了..你董嗎)

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當有人封鎖你然後又白目的發私密訊息給你

請問這是哪一招啊？？！！

對我而言只是假關心好不好！！

TMD

><

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Monday, April 04, 2011Y

有的人，明知道最后的结局，却还是大胆得往前走，

或许我就是这样的人吧，

到最后，

一头雾水。

还傻傻得等待

p.s. one week four days

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Saturday, April 02, 2011Y

上帝用三种方式作答：

他点头给你想要的；

他摇头给你更好的；

他让你等，就给你最棒的!

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Thursday, March 31, 2011Y

I just want you to know that I have been here all along,

just waiting.

Waiting for you to notice me,

waiting for you to care.

Waiting for you to say that you have been waiting too,

waiting for you to say that you feel the same way as I do..

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011Y

今天的我長這樣

不管生活有多累

不管等待有多累

看到這兩個小天使

就是會微笑

:)

p.s. 当你再也没有什么可以失去的时候，就是你开始得到的时候。

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Monday, March 28, 2011Y

原來才過了一周

可是等待好像好久了~

p.s. 火車的一頭是永遠的牽掛，另一頭則是永遠的嚮往

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Friday, March 25, 2011Y

sms fr him:
meet my parents..they will be on tv..
(and so i stay tuned and watched a funny old english couple on some talk show..)
last line of his sms:
..i tnk i tnk i will wait for u..
(i kn..i kn im smiling in my sleep..)

yesh..thats was just a dream..a beautiful one

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Thursday, March 24, 2011Y

我不要你说"我爱你"

我想你说:

我们在一起。。

:)

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Sunday, March 20, 2011Y

well i really got to kudos to my 6th sense

last friday, morning i saw the sign again..i wanted to tell someone but i never, thinking whats the point?

then after lunch..i was reading something that feel so real ever..

i was like omg, one of the scenario which i had been anticipating came true..

i wanted to tell someone again..

but then again, i never

cuz time is running out..

i had only left half a day to help myself..

to fight for a chance..

at the very least..i dont want any regrets

and so i did it..

minutes passed by were like years..

and many tots flashed by on my mind till i almost teared

it had really been so long that i see myself fighting like this..

and it seems like they are leaving one after another..

i really hope i can to hold back whoever is leaving me..

and then i saw the envelop

i opened it hoping to see the answer i wanted

and yesh miracle happened..

anyway

happy ending is still far away..

cuz i am still avoiding alot of issues..

cuz i am still afriad of losing someone dear again..

but it is not a time for me to be afriad of anything..NOW

i know what i need to do and i had to do it

and i really dont wish to

輕言放棄否則對不起自己 !!

im contented with this begining :)

p.s. 成功是否至少我做了我應該做的事

從中我也領悟到所有的甜蜜約定是要靠自己去創造的!

大家一起加油吧!

Believe in 2011

:))

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Thursday, March 17, 2011Y

from qiao ba da

3/16凌晨接到F.I.R.建寧老師的電話,邀請協志仁甫一起錄製日本賑災主題曲,

尚未就寢的協志第一時間就點頭全力以赴!

而早已陪著兒女入睡的仁甫則在一早起床後就回覆如期到場,全力配合!

下午錄音現場擠滿了媒體,他們無非希望在第一時間把所有藝人的善心傳遞出去,

希望大家一起發揮愛心!

Japan
Go go go!

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Tuesday, March 15, 2011Y

我知道这世上有人在等着我，但我不知道他究竟会是谁，

所以，我每天都会很快乐。

你要相信，有一个人正向你走来，

他会带给你最美丽的爱情。

你要做的只是在那个人出现之前，

好好的照顾自己。

:)

p.s. believe in 2011 :))

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Sunday, March 13, 2011Y

i jus realised something

a frenz block me on fb..

is my 1st time..being block by someone on fb

and i dont even kn why

i feel quite sad on such discovery..

maybe tis sounds stupid to some, to feel sad on such action??

but i feel sad cuz i consider this frenz as someone whom i can trust

anyway suan le

i cant force pp to tnk likewise as me

i see pp as my frenz

others may not tnk so and thus block me..

is ok..

u wan to delete me,is also fine..

anw

recently

i share w 2 frenz some of my inner tots

i wanted them to kn of how i feel inside me cuz of some pp action

i dn wan to wear a fake smile lk others

cuz i realised b4 i rant they hv no idea at all hw i feel..

and so i hv to be harsh to lead them to see it..

sigh

i jus wan to be truthful

if my truhtfulness had hurt u in anyway..

n u chose to leave me as a frenz

im fine..really

just tel me str into my face..and i promise u

i wont appear in ur life agn

pls dont perform such childish action..

get a life

p.s.

to think that when i wanted to leave some1 a msg..i realised i was being block..so much for worrying for others..once agn i feel lk a fool..after baring out my tots, tis is wat i get..time rlly tells everything

p.s.2

真的好累真心對待真的很累

:(

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Friday, March 11, 2011Y

i can alr forecast my happy days from the

First day of 2011

will last till 12 June!!

:D

p.s. 這種幸福感動和回忆我會好好的收藏起來

一直到永遠!

p.s.2 当以为自己再也笑不出来的时候，他總是能让我开怀大笑！

XD

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Saturday, March 05, 2011Y

我也想有那么一个人，在早晨6点发来短信，写着：“猪，起床了。”
我也想有那么一个人，将最无助伤心的我搂在怀里，
像爸爸一样抚摸着我的头，
我也想有那么一个人，能看穿我的逞强和口是心非，在我无助伤心时给我安慰，
我也想有那么一个人，我对他不是最好的，也会一直爱着我……

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Friday, March 04, 2011Y

虽然拥有过的东西会失去，

得到过的友谊会离开，

想追求的感情还是那么遥远，

但是，我懂，我懂我身边的一切事与物，我会珍惜。

生活不完美，人在努力改变中

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Thursday, March 03, 2011Y

不论你在什么时候开始，重要的是开始之后就不要轻言放弃；

不论你在什么时候结束，重要的是结束之后就不要后悔。

不放弃不后悔！

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Wednesday, March 02, 2011Y

..and so we are meeting again!

:)

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Tuesday, March 01, 2011Y

如果一个人，就这样生活：

可以孤单，但不许孤独。

可以寂寞，但不许空虚。

可以消沉，但不许堕落。

可以失望，但不许放弃。

记住，没有伞的孩子必须努力奔跑。

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Sunday, February 27, 2011Y

為甚麼總是選擇難過的愛情

然後又開始為一個人打轉

不想要哪樣的堅強

不想再離開幸福了

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Saturday, February 26, 2011Y

我为自己的心感到骄傲。

它曾受玩弄，曾经心焦，曾遭破碎，却依然鲜活跳动。

p.s. back to hometown soon..i missed the place,

a place whr i feel love is always in the air..whr my heart is really calm..

really

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Wednesday, February 23, 2011Y

不清楚

我的世界什么时候变得越来越孤单、越来越寂寞，

我的笑容不清楚什么时候变得越来越少，越来越假

我不清楚什么时候我开始变得越来越沉默。。

从来不曾有人清楚我有多麽多麽害怕孤单、寂寞，

从来不曾有人清楚我有多爱甜甜的笑着，

因为我想让自己自欺欺人的活着，

自欺欺人的以为自己一直很幸福很快乐。

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Monday, February 21, 2011Y

finally

after so many yrs..i finally sms him for some help

(not in the right frame of the mind)

i always rem for SOS he ever mentioned i can look for him

but cuz of the diff worlds we are in

i wld never wan to..

nv expect he wil reply

and yet

he is the only one who reply w a very firm 'Sure'

(plus a v sweet icon which make me smile)

now i kn

im happy that im right abt u

and u honoured your promise

:)

anw

im touched

and

thanks thanks "my SINSfu chocolate!"

這樣就夠了

真的

其他的我會加油的!!

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